A flying Dutchmen..deep in the Polish forest.....

Dutchmen: your a bit deep arent you... lonelinees... its a thing that you make for your self.....surround yourself with friends, they help. Reading can ease lonleness. I guees I am lucky that i don not live in a city, getting close to nature makes you realise how good life is!!!

Specialy...when I have felt the big cities lifes before..........it means...to realise and experience the contrasts.......Life and people are constantly in a kind of movements.....

Surrounding friends.....bit complicate on the moment I had many........but to less...wisdom.....they could bring never some news....what I didn't know......

With standard people......(work money material etc......) to simple...boring....I easely understand them.....but visa versa....not possible.....And the funny thing...I don't blame them ...IT"S ME!!!!! I want to live with my own truth!!! Like I always did.....
It's all about having tie...and not brainwashed by the western thinking......try!!!

Yes close to nature.....forest , sea....mountains.....feels for me that I am human.....

You have a different take on life... what do you mean by western way? it is irrelevant where you live, life is what you make it.

We are all brainwashed by Western thinking.....Media, TV, books , magazines, hollywood movies,...etc etc....Try to think how you think...Western...ask your neighbour, your girlfriend......Nearly alll.....not me....I have still my own planet....with so less as possible Western ideas.................I know.....i know...nobody see it anymore.......Specialy people without real free time.....not possible to find out....

I have been reading this thread with interest and I just wanted to comment.
It is not so strange to live outside of the city in the forest. Most people years ago lived closer to nature. So you are doing the right thing.
Nowdays some people view it as a strange behaviour, while the reality is that most people are tired of the big city and would gladly leave but they don't konow how.They have jobs, kids and are envolved and don't want to give it up. So they stay.
You had courage to move out. Good for you. I had lived in an isolated village for only 4 months and I liked the experiance, however those are 2 different worlds an it takes time to adjust.
It could get lonely sometimes and it seems that you have exhausted the patience for silence and would like to share it with somebody. Understandable.

Miranda...thanks for your comment.... Yes indeed...

Another important thing is acceptation of my own situation....Most of the time I do....that's make it more easier.....I am quit creative with finding....most of the time usefull interests......I realy live day by day.....in my mind is never a tommorrow.....
I have to take my chances to share..... to find away for my expressions.....otherwise.....I became totally mad......

I realise.....as well that sometimes deeply suffering....belong to life as well........No big deal........

I prefer my topic above The Italian Nanny houswife cleaner seeker...Now I can sleep..

This week A TROPICAL POLAND...Nice....If I remember my Dutch summers.....

Yes Lady in Red...I focus as well on a sunny place near the sea......

Let's go.....thanks 4 your interesting mail....Response tomorrow.....Bit tired.....after a long garden day.....

I invite you for a coffee tomorrow.....

Alexx

you see everything in life is temporary........
I am going to leave my mushroom......

Do somebody know ...how the world is today look like??? Is it save?
lol