lighting up first thing in the morning the spliff you left in the ashtray the night before
Oh man, i did alot worse things than that....
Like others have said, its different for everyone, for me i think now im 'out of the woods' so to speak that i have realised i may have an addictive persnality and pot was a bad thing, started on it heavy from a young age, 15. Never smoked spliffs, as they werent strong enough, buckets and fountains all the way.. then came the amphetamines and pills and coke, dabbled with the smack briefly, man i should be dead, was such an idoit. Youth is a dangerous thing..
I was lucky, still had enough strength and sense to sort myself out, get back in the rat race and start achieving my goals, people who know me now just don't understand what I've been through. Makes me smile sometimes
Good to know how it feels though, enables you to be able to give realistic advice to my children if the need arises.
Only those who walk the path can then preach it...