22 Mar 2009 #26
That's so true.
Belonging to the place is something totaly different than being born here or there...
I am pure Polish living in Poland again after so many years of living abroad and found it inferior, I feel that I don't have the same access to the different societies as I had in UK and it doesn'k work for me very well. I don't think I am developing in a sense. I am just living in Poland, and that's it. From one day to another, the second option is working in Poland, in the place where I work the "team work" doesn't exist, people just care about themselves in a very selfish way sometimes, also refuse to do many things and are not friendly...The potential is fantastic, though, on the contrary.
I dreamt of being close to my family and strenghten the family bonds but noone really cares about these things in a way I am used to care.
Not having my own family in here, makes me feel very lonely and full of frustration.
Anyway, ..... ;)
Coming back to the place you come from after living long time abroad can be not as relieving as it sounds.
I am full of dissapointment, that's all.