Quoting: Barx, Post #1
Any advice, opinions.... abuse... anyone out there would care to throw at me? I'm at the stage now that even abuse would be greatfully received.
Dont hurt or harm yourself in this way. Tell you wife how you feel about staying in Poland, which is undoubtly also a result of marrying her.
Polish society and way of life will not change suddenly because one englishman is having difficulties, and feels as if his inner child have been killed! I suggest you should give you inner child a grave in UK, it will be good for it.
It is unclear about how your innerchild always wanted to live. Maybe like a playboy, or a drunk man under a lamp-post, or maybe dancing and playing cards every evening!... Unfortunately, life is not all about that. For a peaceful, happy and prosperous life, still many Poles look towards privacy and stability. More seriousness. Which is right in many ways, and the greatest reason why Poland is different than UK.
It seems you only married her because you felt like it! You saw her, and wanted to marry. Just SAW her... thats all. Because, if you would know her-understand her, then only you could relate yourself more with her to initiate any kind of relationship which would not result in catastrophy.
However, if you dont have any children as yet, let her free .... tell her about you real self, and also about your inner baby.