I recently met a Polish guy in my school. I'm taking a degree in English Language, there are two different classes, monday to saturday and in both he's my teacher. When i met him, i found him very kind and funny, and that caught my attention because not all foreing people i've met tend to be kind, instead of that, they use to show off and be rude. Then i knew he is from Poland. I don't know, maybe i'm hallucinating, but something tells me i caught his attention too. He learned my name quickly, and he's always staring at me, always asking me to participate, (and it is not because i don't participate on the class, i like to participate a lot without he's there telling me, but anyway he does that. People have told me i have a nice voice, that could be a good reason, maybe, i don't know), he's always repeating my name, watching me when i arrive. We're almost the same age, i'm 24 and he's 26 and the others are on a average from 11 to 19 years old. He told the class he likes going out to some pubs and drink some beers, that's all, so I can imagine that he has seen pretty girls in my town, that exotic girls and here comes my doubt because i know i'm a pretty girl in a natural way, i dont like to wear too much make up, just some mascara and lipstick, i don't like to wear high heels, i wear sandals, i dont like too many accesories and stuff neither. I like to keep my outfit simple, not that much, kind of hippie/rocky girl, but i do take a shower uh..! haha. I'm brunette, big brown eyes, plum lips, totally a latin girl but casual. I'm a kind of good girl, like i say: Don't judge me, i'm not like that. I just have a naughty mind. I dont know what to think right now, the only thing i know is that i like him, i like the way he is. at least, the things i know for now. And i would love to break the ice with him, not just a teacher - student relationship, you know, but in the other hand, i'm not quite sure to do that... I mean, he's going to be my teacher for a complete year, there's still a lot of time to get to know each other. But i go back to the point.... How can i brake the ice? or should i have to wait for him to do that? How are u Polish boys? Or any European boys, i know you are open minded, but i've read Polish guys are kind of old fashion, i also read on HM Magazine, Polish are loyal, they tend to look for a long relationship intead of one night stand. Mexican boys are stupid (without offending, but it's true). i'm Mexican, yeah, but mexican boys have a very narrow chauvinist mind: if you go and break the ice you're desesperate. If you don't, you are shy and prudish. So what the hell? The same, if you have sex on the first date, you're a slut (i'm agree with that, i don't have sex on the first date), but if you wait a long you're prudish and puritan. I feel fine with the way i am and i'm calm but all those issues turn into my head. The men I have met have been all fools atupid ********. I don't want that anymore.
Thank you for reading. I wait your anwers.
Bye.
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